Pandemic Blues

I have been in a funk for the past month. I don’t like it.

When we went into lockdown I had to switch to working from home instead of in the empty office. That’s a huge part of the problem.

I have never liked working from home. I found a journal entry from 2014 (when I tried working from home for the first time) and it was comforting to know that my thoughts haven’t changed at all.

At work I have things set up so I can work efficiently, and ergonomically. I have routines that work with/around my ADHD so I don’t get distracted much. I get so much done that way.

At home I have none of that. My productivity is fine, but compared to what it normally is I feel fucking useless. It’s stressing me out so much.